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[Nov. 21st, 2009|02:32 am] |
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I should be happy.
But when I think of you,
I can't.
Why must this be so tough? |
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[Nov. 19th, 2009|02:50 am] |
I just know that if people had to make a choice between me and someone else.
They'd most definitely choose the other person.
I'm just a filler, a stand-in, an extra.
I'm not important at all and if I were to disappear, no one would really realise.
No one would actually miss my presence.
No one would go, "hey... its been a while since she last texted me. I wonder how she's doing." or "I miss talking to her"
Nah, things like this just don't happen to people like me.
Gradually, things will become a case of "Oh yeah! I used to know her a long time ago. (but i don't really care about her now) "
I'm just someone who is there but you just don't realise that I'm actually here all along.
We're just going through the motion of life and I'm slowly losing any possible meaning that there is to it.
Its like things that used to mean the world to me just dont matter anymore.
And the people that still matter to me, I'm nothing but someone in their past.
Wow. Such a wonderful feeling it is indeed. |
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[Nov. 12th, 2009|03:28 pm] |
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THINGS TO DO:
- sign up for studio wu w/ cai!
- Buy my shoesz for gradnite
- attend th class chalet!
- go and run/swim/just exercise
THINGS TO EAT:
- frolickz (!!!!!!!!)
- sushi tei
- seoul garden
- fish and co
- carls jr
i really want to eat. :( |
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